Poems of Serenity by Helen Jia
Red Spider
A transparent red spider
in a crystal vase
like a forgotten ruby
motionless, lying at bottom
a mystery hidden in her body
You tip her out
let her return to garden
but she hanging in mid air
climbs back into the vase
along her thin thread
It is a shining silk strand
she keeps repeating herself
over and over again
you stop the persuasion
at the end
You are even convinced
this transparent red soul
with an unalterable cause
accepts her painful fate
would forever stay
in her crystal grave
Suspension
Suspension
Small oil droplets
Floating in the water
They never
Dissolve in water
No matter how you stir
They suspend, indifferent
Being alone with solitude
Old Chair
The old chair squeaks
In the living room
Its joins are weak and loose
You get a hammer and nails
The first nail flies off
As you hit it too hard
The second nail bends
Because of a wrong angle
The third nail finally goes in
But is bloodstained
Many such experiences
Have occurred on this chair
As time goes by……
Mask
It is a face distorted with grief
That once hung in the closet
Then being moved to the attic
And forgotten by you
One gloomy day at dusk
Dimly you see it peeping
Through the attic door
Then instantly vanish
Silence suddenly descends
You walk to the attic
Hear it say
Don’t switch on the light
Don’t chase away my shadow
Wooden Apples
You marvel at the two wooden apples
And the shadows cast by the sun
The reddish sheen of the wood
The silence of the ancient antiquity
Below the tall and narrow window
Hang spider webs
The two apples, weighty and plump
Long forgotten in the vacant hall
The air musty and stale
Gently brushing away the dust
Your thoughts turn back
To the beginning of time
The garden of Eden
Follow the grain of the wood
Penetrating their desolate cores
Sailing
Sailing
Into the waves
Into the dark blue
Into the foams of dream
In the centre of the storm
Is the blissful stillness …….
Determining to preserve
The shape of the wind
The swell of youth
The salt crystal
The pearl